my hands are shaking
its 3:52 am and I am not waking up ever again
at least not until tuesday when my amazon package arrives
because resting is easy but sleeping is harder so sing me an insomniac’s lullaby
i like listening to elliott
to get my head back in the zone of my isolation and why i like being alone
so i’ll stay in my bedroom til you give me a reason to leave or someone to vent to
because i wear my anger on my sleeve
and i still don’t see why i should take off these fucking sweatpants
because i’m doing fine living the way i currently am
or probably not but i’m doing the best i can
used to think i was special but i’m not and neither are you and neither is god compared to everything else going on
i’m not cool or attractive
but i can still play guitar and write all these songs about how dumb i think we all are
and i’m sorry
that i can be so mean i swear one day i won’t be
but until the day i come clean i’ll sit in the shower
that’s where you always come up
and although we don’t talk i wish you the best of luck
there’s not enough soap to wash my dirty hands of all the stupid musicians that told me they like the same bands
i always will fall for the same fucking guy in that cool leather jacket who likes to smoke cigarettes and get high
then leave the next morning for some indie hipster chick
and i’ll say i don’t mind
because he’d always be kind of a dick
and that might never change and i’ll never learn my lesson
because boys with guitars are just so fucking common
and i still don’t see why i should take off these fucking sweatpants
because i’m doing fine living the way i currently am
or probably not but i’m doing the best i can
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